Zoiee

I don’t understand you half the time. I’m not really sure if you truely feel this way. One day you’re all about being together, and talking about our future together. Then the next you’re yelling and screaming. I know our fights don’t last long at all, but the fact is, they shouldn’t happen at all. Our relationship was so much better at the beginining. I just wish we could go back to when our parents knew and we were allowed to hangout, we didn’t have to sneak around. I wish I could just lay on the couch with you all day, cuddled up and eventually fall asleep, like we used to do. I miss being happy like that, So much. Yes, I am happy with you. You are the best. & I love you. But I just feel like we’ve drifted a lot. & I wish we didn’t have to hide. I wish you’d tell your parents about us already. I wish it would be easy): But on the other hand I don’t want you to tell your parents because they’ll prolly take everything away from you like last time. I don’t see what it matters that we are dating. You’re 18, you’re a big boy. You should be able to make descions yourself, and one of them being who you want to date. I do love you, & I want things to last, because you are my first love, and i love you more than anything. Just want things to be easier. I don’t want to loose you, because I’ve expierenced almost loosing you, and i DON’T* think I could handle actually loosing you. You’re my best friend, my boyfriend, my everything. I tell you everything that crosses my mind. I always back you up when someone talks shit. You may be a little about yourself. But I don’t care, that’s why I LOVE YOU. FOR YOU. But I don’t think you truely understand that I honestly, don’t care what you look like or anything. That has no affect on how I feel about you… Sometimes I just wish you would go back to guy I feel in love with..

I definitely wish I was enough for you.

Got my lapptoppp back, that means hello to some creepppinn’ (;